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The Big Blind Walk

Julian Jackson plans to walk almost 1,000 miles from Land's End to John O'Groats to raise awareness and understanding of sight loss.

Julian Jackson, founder and director of the social enterprise VisionBridge, plans to walk almost 1,000 miles from Land's End to John O'Groats to raise awareness and understanding of sight loss

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Dr Tanvir Bush talks about the pain and few pleasures as she parts with her when her guide dog Grace.

Presenter: Peter White
Producer: Cheryl Gabriel.

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Tue 30 Jan 2018 20:40

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IN TOUCH 鈥� Big Blind Walk

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TX:听 30.01.2018听 2040-2100

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PRESENTER:听 听听听听听听听 PETER WHITE

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PRODUCER:听 听听听听听听听听听 CHERYL GABRIEL

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White

Good evening.听 Tonight, the Big Blind Walk 鈥� we鈥檒l be exploring the why, the where and the how.听 And when you lose your walking partner, the pain and a few pleasures, when you have to part with a guide dog.

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I sometimes smell of perfume and not wet dog.听 I can ride at the top of the bus.

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White

Well that鈥檚 Tanvir Bush, in mourning with a few compensations.听 More from her later.

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Now, fancy a walk, a stroll to the shops maybe?听 You might even take on the odd hill.听 But that鈥檚 not going to be enough for tonight鈥檚 studio guest.听 Julian Jackson won鈥檛 be satisfied until he鈥檚 completed nearly a thousand miles.听 It鈥檚 the distance between Lands End and John O鈥� Groats, a very famous distance of course, and Julian reckons it should take him, and a variety of human guides, around seven weeks.听 Julian Jackson, welcome to the programme.

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Jackson

Thank you Peter, it鈥檚 good to be here.

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White

There鈥檚 only one place to start 鈥� why?听 Why would you go so far for so long?

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Jackson

First of all, I believe that we need, all of us, to do much more about raising awareness and understanding of the impacts of sight loss 鈥� socially, economically, financially, psychologically.听 There鈥檚 a lot of sight loss around, as you know, and it鈥檚 growing 鈥� we鈥檙e all living longer and getting older.

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White

But I鈥檓 bound to ask 鈥� how does you walking nearly a thousand miles help with that?

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Jackson

My answer is 鈥� I want to do something to raise awareness and understanding of sight loss.听 I also want to promote my research.听 When I lost my sight all those years ago I actually knew nothing about the amazing work that so many researchers and clinician scientists are doing on a daily basis to prevent sight loss and treat eye disease and restore sight.

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White

And it鈥檚 your contention that there isn鈥檛 enough research on this and that it does not compare favourably with other areas of medical research.

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Jackson

Yes, there鈥檚 a lot of very good research going on.听 If you look across the piste in fact, from cell therapies all the way through to robotics and artificial intelligence but I feel that not only does most of the population here not really engage and understand eye research but also that it鈥檚 one of the most underfunded areas of medical research in the UK.听 So, if I can engage and enthuse a much wider population and encourage those in government and in other organisations to think again about the need for greater investment then I think it鈥檚 a job well done.

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White

I mean give me the stats 鈥� I mean when you say it鈥檚 very underfunded, compared with what, for example?

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Jackson

The government are currently spending more on dental hygiene and hearing loss than they are on sight loss.听 And when you look at the top 30 charities involved in sight loss only 1% of what they invest every year goes into eye research, rather than the practical support for visually-impaired and blind people.听 When you look at the members of the association medical research charities only .7% of the money they invest every year goes into eye research rather than any other form of medical research, then I think there鈥檚 quite a disconnect between what people fear around losing their sight and what we鈥檙e doing to invest in new research.

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White

And that鈥檚 the interesting thing because you say that a lot of charities don鈥檛 invest in it, which includes the charities that deal with visual impairment.听 I mean, as you said, the RNIB claimed in some research a little while ago that this is people鈥檚 greatest fear.听 But this is what the retiring CEO of the RNIB said just over a year ago when we put the question to her about charities鈥� attitude to the funding of medical research.

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Alexander

RNIB took a decision not to get into funding medical research some years ago and I think that was where we drew the line between the here and now and the future.听 So, we don鈥檛 put money into medical research and we have no plans to do so.听 We do put quite a lot of energy and effort and therefore some money into eye health issues.听 So, the easy things that people can do to prevent avoidable sight loss.

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White

You mean things like giving up smoking.

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Alexander

Giving up smoking, losing weight, the healthy diet 鈥� all those things that we all know.听 But also getting your eyes tested every couple of years.

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White

So, what鈥檚 your reaction to that Julian?

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Jackson

My reaction to that Peter, is that she鈥檚 missing a trick.听 Eye health is one important issue but in fact investing in research that prevents sight loss from happening in the first place and treating eye disease in restoring sight, it might be through stem cell research, for example, or in rehabilitating patients through technologies are so important as well.听 And I want to, with this Big Blind Walk, kick-start the debate amongst government organisations and the voluntary sector into appreciating that we need to do much more.

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White

And yet, I mean that鈥檚 what, in a way, we want to do because there is a debate to be had, isn鈥檛 it, because it is reasonable also for a charity dealing with people with visual impairments to say money is very tight, services are diminishing, we have to concentrate on the people who are here now and that there are other ways to fund eye research.

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Jackson

There are several ways of funding eye research but Peter I just want to go back to this point about the support for visually-impaired and blind people.听 When I lost my sight I really appreciated the white stick training, the computer training, the offer of a guide dog and so on.听 And I鈥檓 not suggesting that that isn鈥檛 important and hugely valuable to many, many people in this country.听 What I am saying is that none of that is actually going to give me back my sight or anybody else.听 And it鈥檚 certainly not going to prevent the onset of sight loss and it鈥檚 not going to treat eye disease.听 So, we do need more investment and we need more people to talk about it.

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White

And yet, just to pursue this a little bit further, despite what you say is a very inadequate funding level there is a lot of research going on and in recent years considerable advances.听 I mean cataract surgery is now very much a routine procedure because of work, drugs can slow down some forms of macular disease and even halt them, we鈥檙e working on gene therapy for inherited conditions such as retinitis pigmentosa, which I think is what you have.听 The money is being found isn鈥檛 it?

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Jackson

Not enough money is being found is the point.听 And I completely agree with you.听 When I was diagnosed with retinitis pigmentosa back in the mid-鈥�60s my mother was told that she should take us to faith healers.听 That was really where we were at that point.听 And you scroll forward 30, 40, 50 years and yes we now have laser surgery, cataract surgery, corneal transplantations 鈥� wonderful advances in surgical equipment and procedures.听 They鈥檙e using next generation sequencing now to sequence the genome.听 So, there is a lot of activity in research but it needs continual funding.

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White

So, where鈥檚 the money going and who will decide how it鈥檚 going to be distributed?

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Jackson

The money is being received by the National Eye Research Centre based in Bristol, they are a national charity.听 They will be managing the fund 鈥� 75% will be going to them, 25% will be going to my social enterprise 鈥� Vision Bridge 鈥� because I feel passionately that there should be a twin track approach to this.听 On the one hand, we should be investing more in eye research and on the other we should be talking about research and Vision Bridge is all about trying to make that connection between what goes on in the laboratory and what happens in the clinic.

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White

And that鈥檚 a national enterprise organisation, which means that you aren鈥檛 allowed to make profits, is that right?

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Jackson

Yes, I have a social enterprise.听 We are supported by well over 200 academic researchers, clinicians, scientists and patient advocates and we run around the country talking about research, essentially giving it, if you like, a context that is more inspirational.

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White

Let鈥檚 just pause for a moment because we鈥檒l come back to the walk itself.听 I want to take a little detour though to explore what happens when man鈥檚 and woman鈥檚 best friend is due for retirement.听 There was considerable controversy on this programme last year when Red Szell suggested that a guide dog wasn鈥檛 necessarily for everyone and particularly not for him.听 Well writer, Dr Tanvir Bush, has taken a different view, she recorded her experiences for us from her home.

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Bush

My best friend, my muse and guide dog Grace retired last April.听 And due to circumstances out of our control she has been very happily rehomed with a wonderful family.听 I am alone but I鈥檓 on the list for another guide dog.听 Being alone again has caused me some unexpected consternation.听 You see Grace was the ultimate ice breaker 鈥� eyes turn to her, expressions soften, people smile when they see her coming.听 I often felt like her PA, dragging along behind, basking in her reflected glory.听

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Sometimes it could be a right real pain in the proverbial.听 In spite of the large black and yellow sign on her harness reading 鈥� Please, don鈥檛 distract me, I鈥檓 working 鈥� people could still be quite rude when I asked them not to fuss her or to leave us alone so she could do her job safely.听

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Grace didn鈥檛 help by making eyes at everyone.听 She could and still can seriously work a room that dog.听 When Grace and I both in full PhD regalia, both hatted and gowned, were invited to lead the procession out of Bath Abbey on our graduation day, Grace just made the assumption that everyone in the abbey was there for her.听 She nodded and smiled nobly and posed for photos, just like a furry Beyonc茅.听

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But the thing is that while Grace was guiding me I wasn鈥檛 being given the crip stare, that slightly slidey sideways stare that people often use when they鈥檙e nervous about someone with a disability. There was always this great warm furry beasty between them and the scary blind woman.听 听

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And now I鈥檓 Graceless, I鈥檝e got no conduit, no ice breaker, people have to negotiate me directly again and I them and it鈥檚 hard.听 For nearly eight years I was part of a team.听 People would call us both Grace and I didn鈥檛 mind.听 And I love her so much I thought the whole of Bath Abbey should have been there just for her.听 But that鈥檚 not the point.听 The point is I鈥檓 having to renegotiate my identity again.听 And I鈥檓 blinder than I was eight years ago and I鈥檓 older.

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On the plus side, leaving the flat with a guide dog meant 鈥� harness, water bowl, play collar, lead, dog towel, wet wipes, poo bags, squeaky toy and sometimes I鈥檇 even remember Grace!听 And now I flit, a mere handbag and cane.听 I don鈥檛 leave a trail of poo bags, dog fur and fishy treats in my wake.听 I sometimes smell of perfume and not wet dog.听 I can ride at the top of the bus.听 I can stay overnight at a friend on a whim without having to worry about dog piddle.听 And I don鈥檛 have to take Grace out to pee in the howling gales at 5.00 a.m.听 I take more risks, physically, than I would with her too, in that I鈥檒l go walking alone and if things go wrong at least I know I haven鈥檛 caused harm to her.听 I need only be anxious about myself.听 How deliciously selfish, it is a freedom but it is a freedom to be lonely.听

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So, do I want another dog?听 Yes, with all my heart.听 But that dog won鈥檛 be Grace, so maybe it won鈥檛 work.听 I don鈥檛 know.听 We鈥檒l have to wait and see.

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White

Dr Tanvir Bush.

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Interesting to get your reactions to that.听 Julian Jackson is still with me.

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Clearly, you鈥檙e a keen walker, we鈥檝e established that, ever contemplated a guide dog?

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Jackson

Do you know Peter I haven鈥檛.

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White

Why not?

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Jackson

Because I have two dogs already, I鈥檝e grown up with dogs, I love dogs.听 I don鈥檛 need another companion and as Tanvir said there鈥檚 a lot of responsibility dealing with a guide dog, living with a guide dog.

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White

I think we ought to find a bit more about you.听 When did you lose your sight?

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Jackson

I lost it completely in 2010.听 I woke up one day and had this very weird feeling that I would lose it within probably three weeks.听 I鈥檇 been seeing out of 2% in one eye for a long time before that and it鈥檚 incredible what you can see with 2% in one eye.听 And I was 鈥� sure enough I鈥檇 put my daughter to bed and woke up in the morning and I couldn鈥檛 see her.听

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White

Was that the toughest鈥�

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Jackson

And that was quite a tough thing.

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White

鈥hing about it.

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Jackson

That was very tough.听 And I couldn鈥檛, of course, navigate my way round the house, I fell over the dog, she wasn鈥檛 happy about that.听 And of course, I couldn鈥檛 see my wife either and my friends, I couldn鈥檛 navigate outside, it became very isolating and very alarming and very confusing and very disorientating, all in one 24-hour period.

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White

Can we talk a bit more about the actual mechanics of this walk?听 It鈥檚 all very well to do it but someone who can see can gain all sorts of things from it 鈥� they can look at the scenery, they can watch the wildlife 鈥� isn鈥檛 walking, if you can鈥檛 see, a bit dull?

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Jackson

Well Peter that鈥檚 an interesting point.听 I tandem cycled from John O鈥� Groats to Lands End back in 2010 and you interviewed me about that.听 The average speed we were doing then was about 20 miles an hour.听 Walking we鈥檙e averaging about three miles an hour.听 So, this whole experience is going to be very slowed down for me.听 I had a very strange compulsion when I went blind to get outside and stay outside.听 I want to feel the sunshine on my face, the rain, the wind 鈥� essentially battling the elements, if you like.

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White

Because there鈥檒l be some quite rough terrain won鈥檛 there?

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Jackson

Yes, there will, especially in the Highlands but I want to be able to feel the terrain.听 I also love the interaction with my wonderful guides who will have that job of not only stopping me from falling into potholes but also describing the landscapes around me.听 As you know Peter, with no sight, you listen very hard.

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White

I鈥檓 interested that you say that because there are two ways of looking at it and 鈥� because do you want someone describing the terrain and the area and the things around you relentlessly?听 I can remember when I did my Comic Relief walk it was great to start with and then it was 鈥� it was in the desert this 鈥� so there鈥檚 a boulder, there鈥檚 another boulder, there鈥檚 a sand dune鈥�

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Jackson

A boulder is a boulder.

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White

A boulder is a boulder.听 Can you have too much chat and description on a walk鈥�

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Jackson

Yes, you can.听 And a great friend of mine, who鈥檚 my tandem buddy, there are periods of silence, which is wonderful.听 And I鈥檓 sure there will be periods of silence on the walk.听 In fact, a friend of mine who will be guiding me at some stage said to me the other day 鈥� now Julian I am going to be walking with you for five days, do we have to chat all the time?听

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White

And the answer to that is no you don鈥檛.

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Jackson

The answer is certainly not.

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White

And are you expecting a good deal of media interest for this?

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Jackson

Yes, I am.听 There is some good television interest coming down the track, which is great.听 And I鈥檓 hoping that the local regional press will pick this up, social media has already got hold of it.听 And I鈥檓 hoping that this will become a massive collaborate effort Peter and I hope you鈥檙e going to join me as well somewhere at some time along the route.听 I鈥檓 a small cog in a very large wheel and I鈥檓 inviting eye health professionals, patients, the public to come and join me.

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White

Well I鈥檒l tell you what I may well take up your invitation.听 But I want you to do one more bit of work for us because if all that wasn鈥檛 enough we鈥檇 like your help with a programme we鈥檙e planning in the very near future.听 It鈥檚 an idea suggested to us by listener James Bird, he wanted us to consider the effect of visual impairment on men鈥檚 sense of their masculinity.听 He pointed out that regardless of current views of equality there are still deeply ingrained ideas about what a real man should and shouldn鈥檛 do 鈥� things like the difficulty of getting a job or being able to take hold of physical jobs and not being able to do it.听 We thought this well worth a look, so we鈥檇 like to hear listeners鈥� views and yours first, Julian.听 Are you partly doing this to prove that a blind man can still be a tough guy?

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Jackson

I鈥檝e always been a tough guy Peter, I don鈥檛 think I need to prove that I鈥檓 a real man.听 No joking aside, I鈥檓 doing this because I want to also prove that visually-impaired blind people and sighted people can get out and enjoy the countryside.听 And that you can be as mobile as you were before you went blind or became very visually-impaired.

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White

Okay, well we wish you the best of luck with it.听 We鈥檒l keep an eye on your progress.听 And we want to hear listeners鈥� views on that and Julian鈥檚 proposed walk.听 You can call our actionline on 0800 044 044 for 24 hours after tonight鈥檚 programme.听 You can email intouch@bbc.co.uk or you can click on contact us on our website and download tonight鈥檚 and other programmes from there.听 From me, Peter White, tonight鈥檚 guest, Julian Jackson, thanks very much for being with us鈥�

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Jackson

Thank you, Peter.

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White

鈥roducer, Cheryl Gabriel, and the team, goodbye.

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