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Vitiligo turned all of my brown skin white

Sheetal Surti is proud of her South Asian heritage but when vitiligo caused all of her brown skin to turn white, she tells Jane Garvey, it had a profound effect on her.

Sheetal Surti was born in to a British South Asian family in a small town in the East Midlands. Aged seven Sheetal noticed a white patch behind her ear. She didn鈥檛 think much of it but soon more patches appeared and started to spread.

She was diagnosed with vitiligo 鈥� a skin condition where unpigmented patches appear on different parts of the body. And so the treatments began. Some were medically advised, some were recommended by friends. Most of them were unpleasant, one in particular was horribly painful. But most importantly, for Sheetal, they didn鈥檛 work.

It was a lot for a girl going through puberty to handle and Sheetal鈥檚 answer was to slap on a smile and ignore it. While she couldn鈥檛 cover her patches, she became a master of covering up her feelings. Because of her appearance some people would ask if she had leprosy or skin cancer, others would tell her that she鈥檇 never get married or have a family.

By 22 all of her skin had turned white. She no longer resembled the rest of her family. People would look at her quizzically when she told them her Indian name. After a while she would explain by telling them she was born in the 70s and her parents had gone through a hippie phase. She鈥檇 never talk openly about her vitiligo.

Then, aged 35, Sheetal was watching a TV programme where people with vitiligo were talking about their condition. It was a turning point for her and the day she finally started to address her questions about belonging, her lost identity and the shame she鈥檇 buried for so many years.

If you would like more information on vitiligo please visit www.nhs.uk

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