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Contains scenes which some viewers may find upsetting.
Available for over a year
鈥淚 have never regretted my decision, only the amount of unhappiness it caused you. Still, unforgivingness is the product of those who feel it.鈥� When Petra and Michael died, they left everyone in their lives behind. But it wasn鈥檛 the first time: When Petra first fell in love with Michael, she left her son Tillmann to be with him. In an interview with Alice and Leon, Tillmann reckons with his mother's choices and the marks they left on his own life. If you are suffering distress or despair, details of help and support are available at bbc.co.uk/actionline.
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