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Contains scenes which some viewers may find upsetting.
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鈥淚t brought up all the things I've never done. All the risks I haven't taken. It was always about trying to be free, you know?鈥 According to Michael Mathers鈥檚 first true love, he was always a romantic. Was the death orchestrated with Petra the ending of a love story he鈥檇 been trying to craft all along? If you are suffering distress or despair, details of help and support are available at bbc.co.uk/actionline.
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